Cranberry Juice

Alex Baranosky just posed another interesting question.

I'm pulling comments and questions that make me think, and I find interesting, to the front, and this does NOT mean that comments posted in the past that were not pulled to the front were not as interesting. I just started this practice, so this is how I will operate going forward. This also does NOT mean that comments not pulled to the front will be ignored or go unanswered, or are not WORTHY and VALUABLE and GOOD. I believe ALL meaningful conversation is good.

I'm pondering ways of creating a space where meaningful dialog can take place that is free from abuse for ALL members, and has nicer features than this blog comment (no edit) bullshit.

I believe all members have the right to have profiles and be able to link to whatever they're about. I believe that is important. You are contributing to the whole, you deserve to make yourself known. I'm not jiggy with any of the known forums as their are abuse potentials there, as is evident.

Ok... back to Alex's fascinating query, which goes back almost a year perhaps.

Alex Baranosky Wrote:

Hi Andrew,

I wanted to ask you something, and didn't know where to post it, so here seemed good a place as any.

I am thinking back to the story about when you were guided to sort of gargle with cranberry juice.

Here's the food for thought question:

(Or at least it would be good clarification) Why did your flow/guidance have you gargle with cranberry juice if the world is only thoughts?

Clearly at least at that time in your life, your flow specifically wanted whatever was in the cranberry juice.

Do you believe your flow would have responded differently now? (Mar 29, 2009)?

There's no way to know what my Bigger Self would lead me to do now. I have thought this for some time, since you posted it. The trouble with direct experience is that it is only meaningful within a given context of interpretation. After the event happened the first time, I had a particular interpretation. From my current point of view, I have another interpretation, which I will go into.

This may be long... LOL. Ahh... the endless babble of me.

Cranberry Juice is a thought too. Some thoughts are perceivable within the context of the thoughts of physical senses. Some thoughts are not. The computer you are sitting at is a thought. Hmmm... that's my foundational working assumption... ok, jumping here.

This is a big jump. If you watch the movie Dune, the first one, not the new one. The one by David Lynch done in 1984. There is a scene where Paul (Muad'Dib) fully connects to himself. While this is happening, and I don't have the exact words, because I don't have the movie, he says something like, "The worm is the spice. The spice is the worm. The worm is the spice. The spice is the worm." Something like that.

Now, believe me or not, find me mentally ill or not, Dune was a real reality. I was there. It happened over 6 million years ago on mars. That's why there are faint traces of a face there today. What Paul is understanding in that moment is that the physical (the worm) is intrinsically the same as, a function of, ONE WITH, consciousness (the spice). They are one and the same thing. The are the same thing and one. Now, when I say One, I do no mean WE ARE ONE. We are NOT one. You are you. I AM ME. But, my physical space is one with my consciousness. My body is a function of my consciousness and not the other way around.

Now... going back to the cranberry juice. That may or may not work for anyone else. Heck, it might never work for me again. That was an experience. There are several KEY components of that experience. Back then, I still had some belief that effort (effort is different than action), was required to get what I wanted. I also still believed there was some separation between "the worm" and "the spice". No matter what I did, the phlegm remained a problem. This is also during the period where my Bigger Self was beginning to wake me up and reestablish trust and flowing.... connection.... deeper connection.

So... what did my Bigger Self do. My Bigger Self flowed me to buy something that I WOULD NEVER BUY. Back then, I didn't just dislike Cranberry Juice. I pretty much hated it. I would NEVER drink it voluntarily, let alone actually buy some, knowing full-well I wouldn't so much as take a sip. But... I did. I bought it, because my flow was being adamant that I do so. I could not walk away from that Cranberry Juice in the store. If I tried, it felt like a rushing river pulling me back to it. I was there in conflict for quite some time. LOL. I was resisting MYSELF, because MYSELF didn't make sense to my little perspective. Finally. I allowed, MYSELF. I went with MY FLOW.

I went home, not thinking about the Cranberry Juice, until much later than evening when I was led to take it out of the fridge and pour a FULL glass. Almost spilling over it was so full. And, I'm thinking... fuck. Please, don't make me drink this.

Well, I didn't have to drink it. I had to sit and HOLD it it my mouth and tilt my head back and let it slowly run down the back of my throat, which caused me to choke, and cough, and choke, and cough on nearly every sip. And, at the time I had NO IDEA WHY I was doing this. I was just following my flow. I was just going where my Bigger Self was leading me, because there was enough trust there to know that my Bigger Self KNEW how to get me where I wanted to go. I finished that glass, and had to pour ANOTHER one, which I had to do the same thing with. And, after that one, my Bigger Self took me and started to have me pour a third one, but the stopped, because it was just a joke. My Bigger Self likes jokes, just like I do. We are one. My Bigger Self is ME, but with a broader perspective.

So... nothing happened. I was like, "Ok. Whatever." I woke up the next morning, just like always. I went about my routine, and then at some point it dawned on me... no phlegm. My throat was perfectly clear, which it hadn't been in a very long time. Fascinating, and then it all dawned on me, about the Cranberry Juice. Oh!

My Bigger Self had led me to do something, that I didn't want to do, that got me to where I wanted to be. And to be honest, "drinking" the Cranberry Juice wasn't really that bad. It was my projected FEAR of the experience. I had a fear of Cranberry Juice. Now, I find that it's actually pretty good, sometimes.

This experience is a metaphor for getting what you want through physical circumstances that APPEAR to be unwanted. I have been through many subsequent experiences that most people would firmly believe are unwanted, but from my connection to ME, and my following of ME, every single one of those experiences has been HIGHLY, HIGHLY, HIGHLY, HIGHLY beneficial to ME. My current circumstances are HIGHLY beneficial to me, even though most people would firmly believe they are unwanted, they are bad, they are "universal" punishment for being evil and not talking nicely to the idiots.

I think that's all I have to say about that, currently, but I want to add, that the sound technology in Dune is build-able with technology currently available on the planet today. The only "problem" with that technology is that only someone one with themselves can use it, and perhaps we should.

Deepest Understanding

After this weekend in San Antonio at the Abe seminar, but not attending the seminar, I realized I have the deepest "understanding" of Law of Attraction there is. Abraham-Hicks has a vast collection of information on the Law of Attraction as channeled by Esther, but I have the most complete interpretation and application of the principles involved. They are two pieces that go hand in hand.

The intentions of this forum state Abraham Related material, but the intention behind the intention is Abraham-Hicks Related material. There is a difference. The intentions themselves are protectionary, which means they are not aligned intentions. Abraham is speaking to us through any and all Sources, including Andrew Wilcox. However some are not prepared to receive this. It's ok. It's natural. Everyone is where they're at.

There is an assumption here that if I'm not allowed here and choose to leave, that I have somehow miscreated. I'm getting everything I want. There are those that have attained infinite joy listening to my words. There are those that have not. Some are open and allowing of me, others are not.

What I AM receiving through all of this interaction is detachment from Abraham-Hicks. This is critical for me, and really anyone who wants to achieve their full potential, because as the Center of the Universe that each of us are, there should be no one above us.

Now, those are just words, and I can feel that many cannot receive them. It's no different than the people that come to Abe seminars or sit in the hot seat and don't hear anything Abe says. They aren't in a place to allow the vibration that's being translated. It's not a judgement or a criticism. It just is.

So the above statements come after I spent two days in San Antonio, and had some amazing flow experiences. I cannot recount the whole experience here, but I will in my own venue.

As many of you will come to understand, I am so blended, so aligned, that I have allowed Source to move my body. I literally have given up physical control of my body to the Universe, because I trust Source that much and can allow that freely. What this means is that I don't make moment by moment decisions as to what I should do or where I should go. I focus my mind upon what I want, and the Universe guides me to it. I can always go against my flow, but why would I do that? When I follow my flow I get everything I want. Basically, I have extended my emotional guidance system into my entire body, because All is One.

So here's one highlight of my weekend.

I go to the seminar with a friend. He wants to go, and I just want to go to San Antonio. We get to the hotel and go to the room. I'm feel the desire to meditate so I lay down on my bed and start breathing. He wants to help the Abe staff setup the seminar, so he goes down stairs, and says I can help if I want to. I breath for awhile, and then I fall asleep. I have some wild dreams, but I don't remember them, and then I hear someone whistle. It sort of brings me out a bit but I'm still asleep. Then I hear the whistle again and I wake up, of course there is no one in the room. I get up and my guidance takes me about the room arranging some things. I laugh because I go into my bag get my toothbrush and toothpaste and set it on the sink in the bathroom. I personally wouldn't do that. I'd just wait till I wanted to brush my teeth, but that's the beauty of guidance, plus I hear "timing" in my head.

I'm then led to the door. I go out. I'm led down the hall and to the elevators. Literally right as I get to the elevators and am turned to face the one closest to me the doors open and out walk Jerry & Esther and their bellhop. The timing was to the second. They're rushed and in a hurry and say "good to see you again", but I can feel there's no vibration behind it. Now, here I am marveling at what my guidance has just pulled off yet again. This type of thing happens to me ALL THE TIME. See, this is Law of Attraction to the max. I'm not waiting for synchronicities. I AM actively physically deliberately being LED directly to all the stuff I want via the most direct route. So I'm unattached. There's nothing I need or want from Jerry & Esther. I have everything I want. Oh, as Esther and Jerry are walking down the hall Esther is saying their room numbers out loud. LOL. So I also know their exact room numbers which just happen to be one room down from mine. It's not that I even needed ti know, because my flow can take me directly there if that's necessary, but really I don't care where their rooms are. There is NOTHING I need from Jerry & Esther.

So I quiet myself for a moment, not knowing which way my flow will go. Am I going to the elevators or was that just so I could run into Jerry & Esther? My body starts moving back toward Jerry & Esther, and I think, "Oh, man. Here we go." So my body walks back down the hall and I sort of take over and keep walking toward my room, because I'm feeling a little uncomfortable breaking the social norms of interrupting people. I get just about to my room, and quiet myself again, because the ONLY thing that matters to me is that I follow my flow. I can feel the flow pulling me back toward them, so I say, "Ok. Fine. Let's see what happens." Please remember, I have NO agenda here. I have nothing to say to them. I have nothing I want from them. I don't need their approval or acknowledgement. They're just two people to me, who are who they are.

The flow walks me back and puts me right in-between their two rooms. The bellhop and all their luggage are on my left. Jerry is walking into his room on the left, and Esther is outside her room on the right, and I'm standing right in the middle of them. I know why my flow led me to do this. Because I'm so tuned in, I can feel vibration, and I was smack-dab in the middle of their vibration. I could feel what they had just been creating with their hurry and agitation, and I could feel their fear at my "strange" behavior. I could also feel how their fear was attempting to draw out other behavior from me, and I could feel how in situations like this people create their own circumstances. In other words, being afraid of someone gives them power and draws out the very behavior you're afraid of. Fortunately, I AM so centered, I didn't allow that vibration to influence me.

Esther said, "Are you stalking us?" Half joking, half serious.
I said, "No, but my flow is."
She said, "What is?"
I said, "My flow."

At this point my hands started doing a vibrational alignment on them. I didn't touch them as I was a few feet from each of them, but energetically this is very powerful. This is hard to describe, but knowing what I know, and my flow showing me and making me more aware of vibrations. I know what this type of thing can accomplish. My hands moved very slowly and non-aggressively.

Esther then starts saying, "All is Well. All is Well." She's projecting it at me, but she's doing it from a place of fear. This is what I'm talking about, information vs. understanding. I could feel the vibrational interaction between us. You cannot project "All is Well" at someone and get the results you expect. In fact you're creating the opposite. "All is Well" is an internal statement of knowing. "All is Well" there is nothing I, the individual, need be afraid of. I turned to her and said, "Yes, it is."

At this point, my flow immediately turned me down the hall and took me back to my room. This is how my weekend adventure started. I was in perfectly aligned flow the whole time. It was beautiful. The theme of the trip was understanding what happens when others are not receiving that which they ask for. I used to use others resistance as an excuse to beat myself up over, but no more. I will be me, whether others can receive what the Universe is trying to deliver through me to them or not, period. I'm always getting what I want, whether they're getting what they want or not.

Man... so much to tell. This was confirmed again to me later at the open house when I'm led to get a plate of food. I do. Then I'm led to sit down next to a very specific man. I sit right next to him even though I could have left a chair inbetween. His wife is on his left, and there are two women sitting across from them, and they're all having a conversation. They all ignore me. The obvious, you're not worthy ignoring. It was making me laugh. I was totally getting the whole theme of my weekend. I'm listening to their conversation. The man has cancer and they're all talking it up like there's no tomorrow. He's getting sicker right before my eyes, and I'm thinking did any of you actually listen to ANYTHING Abe said in the Abe seminar you all just attended!!! I'm laughing, thinking, "And here you have one of the most powerful vibrational healers sitting right next to you, and you can't receive him, because he doesn't measure up to your arbitrary standards." Then... THEN... one of the women sitting across says, "I wish we had someone here that's been doing this awhile, so we could ask them some questions." OMG! I'm laughing so hard on the inside without moving a muscle on the outside. Here they have ANDREW WILCOX, master of Law of Attraction right next to them, but they cannot receive me. The Universe had already answered their asking before they had asked, but they aren't in a space of receiving!!! I could have interjected myself on them, but why??? I could feel my flow keeping me still and quiet. All they had to do was say, "Hello, who are you?" That's it. But I didn't meet their standards, their ideas of what the thing they wanted should look like... See the pattern here? Jerry & Esther were both asking for something too, and the Universe was trying to deliver it through me, but they weren't in a place of receiving, because they saw me as yet another person trying to get something from them. There's no judgement here, no criticism, just pure observation.

I was getting everything I wanted, because I was getting a deeper understanding of Law of Attraction from non-physical's point of view. This is what I wanted. I didn't care if anyone was receiving me, because that's NEVER my concern. My concern is what I AM receiving, and I was getting what I wanted... UNDERSTANDING through direct EXPERIENCE.

So... Abraham-Hicks and this forum are not currently ready to receive/allow me. That's ok. I'm still getting what I want. And I know that what I want I will receive no matter who receives me or not. I follow my flow period, because it leads me to EVERYTHING that I want. It's not a matter of who likes me, or who approves of me, or what organizations will work with me. The ONLY thing that matters is that I feel good, I'm connected, and following my flow. That's my quickest easiest route to ALL that I WANT.